(if you care) May I have your attention? It's kinda important. Ok, so... today I finally visited my doctor to check my actual health state. To be honest, I didn't learn anything new about it, but she confirmed that my health became a lot worse and that I urgently need professional help, otherwise my body will just destroy itself(yay). So my abuser's actions are literally killing me, what a surprise... Most of my health issues are genetic, like I have to follow a strict diet to avoid gaining weight and getting diabetes, but due to our financial instability, this was barely possible even before we were kicked out. But at least it was not completely impossible then, so I could keep my weight. Sadly now, though it's sort of "a matter of life and death", I can't afford it at all and as a result, I gained weight, even tho I tried very hard to not. How I said weeks before, my husband's whole salary is covering the rent and utilities of our new appartment, so I have somehow to find a way to provide food for us, medicine and other necessary stuff. As a bonus to the heaviness level of the situation I owe my little brother 700 EUR caused by the unexpected move and I have a bunch of old commissions to finish (the list of which was very large at the beginning of 2018, I was working myself through them from January to April almost without taking new ones, because my husband found a job then and I finally had a chance not to stress so much anymore being the only source of income for my family). The other part of my issues is an aftermath of the amount of stress I had to face in the last five years. I had to go through a lot of shit thanks to my dear abuser, but I never was taken seriously. So it really was a pleasant surprise that the doctor was treating my problems like they're real and not a product of my imagination. This was usually different with the local docs. She even insisted that I have to visit a psychiatrist which would help me to get rid of my inner demons. With medicaments I suppose. Of course I'll have to go to visit more doctors: turned out my eyesight became worse; I was told to visit a dentist, since the last time I was there was at the age of six( my whole life I was like "ok, I won't bother my parents with my health probs, it's too expensive they say" meanwhile the abuser: *wiping his ass with money*); a dermatologist to check and heal my outbreaks of red itchy spots which are making me crazy; and some others. And as far as I'm not living in Germany, where it's simple and cheap to take care of your health, I'll need a lot of funds to cover the costs of them. Not to forget the required medicine. Thereby I'd highly appreciate any possible support: you could help me through commissions or suggest me to your friends (I'd like to have a chance to work for my bread and I'm only asking for patience), order prints or maybe even make a pledge to my Patreon if you feel like this (sorry, most rewards aren't available due to the lack of time and affluence of problems), every little bit counts so I'd really appreciate anything. The current situation is such that the only reason why I was able to get to the doctor was that some of you paid attention to my situation and supported me financially (through orders or donation). And I can't tell in words how much this means to me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your helpfulness. So yes, you might be the only reason why my kitties and I are able to have dinner or buy the med to fix my health. In case you wanna donate via paypal: [email protected] Commission info http://fav.me/daihub3 Prints http://fav.me/dcd8cuf On sale http://fav.me/dce6iv6 P. s. no negativity please, the situation is serious
